Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I is at Starbucks with decent to horrible Internets,yay.

Ah,I'm so happy Starbucks has Wireless@SG provided by SingTel,and not crappy M1.I'd much rather take a bloody dial-up connection compared to a M1 wireless Internet connection.It just stinks. (UPDATE: SingTel sucks too,I'm getting a wireless modem ASAP)

Okay...so what's going on since I told everyone my pretty lavish birthday wish list...Nothing much really.My football season has finally picked up,with United beating Hull 4-0,and our top striker and in my opinion,the best player in the world right now,Wayne Rooney,scoring all 4 goals to send us top.Liverpool have no disappointed me,drawing yet again this morning to Wolves,0-0.Seriously,it was so pathetic.I love it when your arch-rivals go down the toilet like the crap you take everyday.Fucking losers.

I've just bought Michael Jackson's epic musical documentary,This Is It,at HMV.It was released yesterday,but I didn't get to buy it because I went to Zi Hong's house with Jin How to play some Wii and PS3.I've gotta say,I'm rather envious because I wished I had a PS3.A Wii,meh,not so much,but I'd still welcome it.It was fun,and Zi Hong seems to have played a lot of video games,because he was quite skillful at FIFA 10 and Wii Boxing.Anyway,back to my point.I've looked forward to This Is It for such a long time.It still hurts because I would much rather have MJ alive and kicking it at the O2 Arena in London.

OK,from the happenings in my life to some rather serious news I read today,which struck me on a more personal level.It was about this man in his mid-20s who had attacked his grandmother by punching her twice in the head and pulling her hair before she managed to escape and report him to the police.All because he was hounding her for money to gamble,and when she gave him $20,he felt it wasn't enough and went berserk.He was sent to prison,and what's worse was that the grandmother has been blaming herself for her grandson going to prison.

All I can say is,are you freaking kidding me?This is absolutely ridiculous.This is a woman who has brought him up from when he was a child,abandoned by his mother,and with his father uneducated and scrapping for a living.This old lady took 3 jobs just to feed this boy,and this is how the goddamn faggot repays her?By gambling away her money and then assaulting her when he felt the amount wasn't enough?WHAT THE FUCK?The fucker doesn't even work,for god's sake.He's in his 20s and he doesn't even work.He has 2 children and doesn't feel inclined to look after them like a real man would.

I can't even begin to describe the level of disgust and contempt I have for this person.To call him a man would be an insult to men.The reason this strikes me on a personal level is because,for those who don't know,I've been in my grandmother's care since I was born,and I have lived with her since I was 8,when my parents divorced.My grandmother doesn't work to raise me because my parents are educated and financially stable,so money is not a problem.It's absolutely horrendous to imagine myself beating my grandmother.I've been quite ashamed of myself because I yell at my grandmother and I know I shouldn't,but I can't help but do it.Her senile state is driving me batshit insane,but I'd much rather keep all my anger inside me than to lash out at my grandmother,not to even mention abusing her for no fucking reason.It is absolutely disgraceful to see a person go down this road,because from whichever angle you look at,he is wrong in every way.He should have gotten a job to raise his children,because god knows if there's ever a person who knows the consequences of parental neglect,it's him.Yet he lives on his aging grandmother.God knows what he would do if she passed away.Probably waste away his inheritance on gambling.

It's just sickening to me.I'd much rather castrate myself,and I really hope I can find him in an empty room so I can destroy him physically with whatever is at my disposal.My fists,legs,bag,whatever.He does not deserve to live like a man.

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